down sket~!!(english kelam-kabut lyke my feeling)

hmmm...the clock showed 5:19 in da morning...im not sleep yet..n i cant sleep..i cant stop thinking of u..i cant stop missing u..i cant stop worrying bout u ryte now...my yesterday was the tired one..pagi2 lagi.."along tlg abah cat rumah"..then i said yes..im painted my house from 9 am to 5 pm..only stop for lunch$ n jumaat praying...suddenly my dad called me from his office..he scolded me for not attend the class for that day...haishh..its a replacement class..n i dun ever knoe that because no one told me..sedar2..college call..saket ati gak cam2..haish..then i take a nap at 6pm to maghrib time..tgh relax2..my basketball captain called me.."apek mane lu pegi..ade training la ini malam..apa pasal x dtg..sudah lupa kah.."gosH~!!i got basketball practise n lupe sungguh aku..adeys..rushing cam org gila pegi cheras..kat court kne mara lagi cuz x wat btol2...camne nak wat btol..kaki sakit lagi la woi..huhuh..sdey dow..went back at 11pm..pwot da lapa neyh..bru je bkak tudung saji..xde lansung yg bley dimakan..huhu..so sad..then i pgy watched tv..unfortunately..my dad dtg..n started asked me mcm2 yg make me sdey..haish...took my laptop n went to my room..firsty buat..bkk ym..mane la taw my ayang suda on9..tp x on92 jgak..tunggu punye tunggu..tiba ive saw.."laetitia_nuna online"..happy gle nak mati la time tu..baru nak borak n chumeyl2..then dye cakap bru blek n blom mkn..she said no nid to tunggu2 ..ther coz takowt lambat..its ok..dgn pnuh rase saba n rindu saya pown tunggu lagi..sempat jgak siap a few question that my lecturer gave me..haha..its bout 4 o'clock i think...my dear buzz me..then i knew she just cme back home..happy sgt neyh..nak chat wit u nakchat wit u dlm ati ney..tibe2 dye told me something yg make me down..dye pnat sgt n nak tido..huhuh...im so speechless n dont know what im supposed to do..ive told her to go to sleep n have a nice dream coz her tiring day...eventho ive wait for her for the whole day absolutely same like the day before..huhuh...i dunno what to do right now..im just waiting for the miracle that she cant sleep coz thinking of me n berlari nak on9 blek..i knoe it wouldnt happen ...where got a cat with horn ryte..woah..seriuzly i cant stop thinking of her every second every minute..every single in my life..she's all my life..x dinafikan..i hope she'll smile everyday..esp when my message curi2 masuk in her inbox..all her happiness n smile in her face is my responsibility to care bout it..thats all..tq2..lega rase dapat luah kat cney..


offline messages:bie..i just want u to know that..i love u soo much..bkn sekadar lisan..but i'll show someday..everything u want in ur life just in my hand..for u to have it..i'll promise..maybe now i've got only love for u..but later..ive got our brightness future for us to bring for u as a biggest present ever in ur entire life..